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*Candy*
Dec 20th, 2003, 03:16 PM
Long Way Down
Oh here you are there's nothing left to say
You're not supposed to be that way
Did they push you out
Did they throw you away

Touch me now and I don't care
When you take me I'm not there
Almost human but I'll never be the same

Long way down I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down I don't think I'll make it on my own

Never put you down I never pushed you away
You're not supposed to be that way
And anything you want there's nothing I could say

Is there anything to feel
Is it pain that makes you real
Cut me off before it kills me

I never put you down I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
Give my mind a new disease
And the black and white world never fades to gray

John Rzeznik

Copyright ©2003 John J.T. Rzeznik



Did John really write that? I found it at www.poetry.com
It's in John's writting fashion....hhhmmmmm

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 20th, 2003, 03:21 PM
how weird is it that I was just listening to that song as I came onto this board and opened this thread?!

*Candy*
Dec 20th, 2003, 03:49 PM
LOL!
But do you think that John really submited it?!I really doubt it...

Glitter
Dec 21st, 2003, 02:47 AM
Candy! You're in UT?

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 21st, 2003, 12:35 PM
hmm.. I doubt he submitted it to poetry.com, but what the **** do I know? He for sure wrote those lyrics.

*Candy*
Dec 21st, 2003, 12:37 PM
Yup :(
So you're in Orem? Cool :) I'm in Taylorsville

Glitter
Dec 21st, 2003, 06:04 PM
lol. I hate UT

*Candy*
Dec 23rd, 2003, 05:29 PM
You're not the only one :rolleyes: Agh, acctaully just earlier today I was complaining to my friend Kiristi about how I seriosuly need to move far far from Utah and the Utah way of a lot of things :rolleyes: Agh, I miss Germany :(

Glitter
Dec 23rd, 2003, 07:06 PM
lol
faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

I grew up non LDS here. such a weird life

Fluttergoth
Dec 23rd, 2003, 09:50 PM
It trips me up that this forum is small but still a few of us are all from Utah.

Poetry.com is a haven for bad poetry. I'd be annoyed if I were John. I'd be annoyed if any of my stuff showed up there.

Glitter
Dec 24th, 2003, 02:47 AM
you're from UT too?

wow. that's like 3 outta the 5 on this board

*Candy*
Dec 24th, 2003, 12:43 PM
Cool, 3/5 of the ppl on here are form Utah,lol.

Glitter- I'm not LDS either so it's weird for me too, I'm not eve from Utah. I'm from Bosnia but I grew up and spend most of my childhood in Frankfurt,Germany and boy is it different there!!

Glitter
Dec 24th, 2003, 01:00 PM
wow, I can only imagine how weird it must be for you. lol.

weird so many Utah Goo Goo Dolls fans because I think the band hates Utah

*Candy*
Dec 24th, 2003, 01:24 PM
Originally posted by Glitter
wow, I can only imagine how weird it must be for you. lol.

weird so many Utah Goo Goo Dolls fans because I think the band hates Utah HAHAHA,LMAO. I can deffenantly image them hating Utah, it's a lot easier to image that ,than to image them liking it that's for sure,lol.
And yes, it is rather weird for me, it's ok though. I came here at the young and unpoluted age of 10 1/2 so I adapted to the culture change. You know what though, I miss the subway. Seriosuly, I miss it so bad that it's stupid. I always took the subway for granted, and then I moved here, and public transportation is used by like .1% of the population it seems,lol, and there's no way that Utah is getting a subway system anytime soon. It's so strang though, I mean missing the freaken subway?! lol

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 25th, 2003, 07:25 PM
:( I feel left out, maybe I should move to Utah too..... it certainly would be better than here!

*Candy*
Dec 26th, 2003, 01:31 PM
Originally posted by BSB_GGD_TC
:( I feel left out, maybe I should move to Utah too..... it certainly would be better than here!

Yeah, then 4/5 of the people on this board can be from Utah :p lol
But you know what I think is weird, on the BSB board there's ssssssssssssssssssssssssssoooooooooo many people that come there, probably well over 100,if not even more. But only 4 (including me) that I knwo of live in Utah. Yet here, at the GGD board, we have 5 people and most (3)of them live in Utah....lol..

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 26th, 2003, 07:01 PM
haha, thats true. I wouldnt feel too bad tho, I know about 3 people on the whole board from North Dakota, and the sad part about that? I know every one of them personally, they are my friends :)

*Candy*
Dec 27th, 2003, 06:31 PM
LOL, Well with a population of like 400,000 or 600,000 people in the whole state, chances are you might know a lot of people as compared to people living in New York knowing other New Yorkers or something.

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 27th, 2003, 11:04 PM
you know it. There is only like 665,000 people in the whole state.

*Candy*
Dec 28th, 2003, 02:02 PM
Utah only has 2 million (take a look at my "loaction"). I used to live ina ciuty that by day had more people in it than that,lol.

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 28th, 2003, 04:55 PM
Originally posted by *Candy*
Utah only has 2 million (take a look at my "loaction"). I used to live ina ciuty that by day had more people in it than that,lol.

woah! which city was that? In Germany I suppose

*Candy*
Dec 28th, 2003, 05:36 PM
Originally posted by BSB_GGD_TC
woah! which city was that? In Germany I suppose

Frankfurt. It has between 600,000 and 700,000 people living there but it's one of Europe major finacial centers and there's tons of people there during the day that go there to work.

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 28th, 2003, 11:47 PM
woah, thats craziness. Im not used to that big of crowds, I mean, Im used to like Minneapolis and Denver and stuff, but when I went to Chicago I was completely shocked buy all the people just walking around rushing to get to work. It almost made me thankful for my (for the most part) laid back lifestyle here.

*Candy*
Dec 29th, 2003, 01:58 PM
Well it's not like I lived in the middle of downtown Frankfurt or something! lol. I always used to love to go shopping there :) There were always sssooo many people and it was always fun :) I lived in a suburb, not in the middle of the city, but I went there a lot :) :D

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 29th, 2003, 02:16 PM
Yeah, it can be fun to see all the different people and stuff. I like big crowds, just dont think I would like to live in the middle of it all :)

*Candy*
Dec 30th, 2003, 11:51 AM
Originally posted by BSB_GGD_TC
Yeah, it can be fun to see all the different people and stuff. I like big crowds, just dont think I would like to live in the middle of it all :) yeah,lol. That might be a little annoying after a while, but not too bad. Like living in NYC, it would be awsome but every now and then you'd probably want some peace and quite.

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 31st, 2003, 01:44 AM
Exactly. And breathe a breath of fresh air. I like going to our farm and knowing I am the only one for miles and miles.....

*Candy*
Dec 31st, 2003, 12:14 PM
Being the only one for miles and miles would scare me after like 2 minutes. I would have to have a fellow human who I like withing a mile of me just in case,lol.

BSB_GGD_TC
Dec 31st, 2003, 02:31 PM
nope, just me, my grandmas dog, and riding horse.. or if my dad is around, thats cool... but its very nice. I like both, big crowds, and a crowd of one.

*Candy*
Jan 1st, 2004, 12:11 AM
Yeah, but if some sort of disaster happened I would wany someone around ya know?!

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 2nd, 2004, 02:30 AM
yes, but their are always cell phones. A big disaster could happen anywhere. you could get raped in the streets in some places and no one would stop and try and help you. but I do understand what you are getting at. It would be scarey if something bad happened out there alone, but... so far, so good. Its not like I run across that many emergencies, ya know?

*Candy*
Jan 2nd, 2004, 12:28 PM
Well, if you were the *only* person there, stuff that invloves other people couldn't happen but if there was a scary fire or you accidently drank some toilet cleaner (how you could do that on accident is beyond me but I bet it could happen somehow) it would take forever for the fire fighters to get there, but medical emergencies are ok, cuz they would fly a Helicopter out to you.

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 3rd, 2004, 02:38 AM
:laugh: accidently drink toilet bowl cleaner? hell, there is no accidently about it. I do it on a regular basis. Mix it with some coke, and you got yourself one hell of a mixed drink.;)

Yeah, those helicopter's can come in handy in situations such as that. Actually, there was a fire on our farm once. Lightning struck some hay bails and they started on fire, the fire trucks were their in like 15 minutes. Thats about how long it would take for some of them to get to some densely populated areas.

*Candy*
Jan 3rd, 2004, 04:46 PM
rotflmao!!!!!!!

That's good that they came so quickly :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 8th, 2004, 06:05 PM
mixes you a drink ;)

it was a good thing they got there quickly.

*Candy*
Jan 12th, 2004, 04:03 PM
*Mixes Lysol with some rum and coke* Here Tera, it's my special drink for you, it's great, and just so you know, if your tummy starts hurting and you start puking and dying, it's ok, its supposed to be that way. :p

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 12th, 2004, 11:50 PM
Lysol?! Hell, thats a weak drink! Get me some turpentine and gasoline! hahahahha..;)

*Candy*
Jan 13th, 2004, 08:15 PM
*Mixes pure amonia and clorox with coke* there ya go!

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 14th, 2004, 03:07 PM
lol, thanks, now THATS a drink:D

Do you see those yellow and blue turtles flying too? Man.... maybe I should lay off a little bit.

*Candy*
Jan 14th, 2004, 03:48 PM
Turtles?! TURTLES?!!!??!?!?! Have you LOST it?! They're bunnies! Sheesh....:susp2: And I thought I was a little slow sometimes.....

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 16th, 2004, 02:56 PM
excuse me, bunnies? Clearly you need to get your eyes examined. Last time I checked bunnies dont have hard shells on their backs thank you very much. LOL;)

*Candy*
Jan 17th, 2004, 12:35 AM
WTF you talkin' about hard shells?! It's called a BASKET with EASTER EGGS inside:rolleyes: Sheesh, you're the one who needs to get get eyes checked.

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 17th, 2004, 03:43 PM
Clearly we have a misunderstanding here. I dont know who taught you what animals look like, perhaps a certain biology teacher? ;)

*Candy*
Jan 17th, 2004, 06:09 PM
Haha, no. Who knows, maybe we're just both insane little nuts who see weird,warped creatures?! Or who knows...maybe YOU'RE the insane,little warped nut who sees them....*ahem*.........

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 20th, 2004, 12:57 AM
you are probably right my dear, but I am not a nut. I am a pistachio.

*Candy*
Jan 20th, 2004, 04:48 PM
Haha,are you sure of that though? Cuz I think that you're getting little confused again.....

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 21st, 2004, 07:17 PM
Im never confused.:D uh.. are those lavender mudskippers flying?

*Candy*
Jan 21st, 2004, 11:02 PM
Are those umpa lumpas I see...and Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka?

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 22nd, 2004, 04:33 PM
*drools* UHHH.. now THAT I cant wait to see. That is gonna be one sexy assed movie!

*Candy*
Jan 22nd, 2004, 05:41 PM
:D Yup! *Shakes head in agreement* Johnny Depp is such an awsome actor :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 23rd, 2004, 10:47 PM
He is a VERY talented actor. But can we just take one minute to appreciate Johnny Depp in eyeliner in pirates of the caribbean?


I rest my case.

*Candy*
Jan 23rd, 2004, 11:07 PM
WOOP WOOP GO JOHNNY! EYELINER RULES!

Lol, j/k, but he does looks hot with it!!:D

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 23rd, 2004, 11:22 PM
that he does girlfriend, that he does. Plus he is very tan... I honestly think that is the hottest I have ever seen the man.

*Candy*
Jan 23rd, 2004, 11:24 PM
No! 21st Jump Street! He was awsome looking! I mean geez, when I was like 8 and the show was on re-runs I thought he looked "ssooo cool!" lol

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 24th, 2004, 02:24 AM
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH 21st jump street!?! that rules!

whats next, you gonna tell me that Tony Danza(SP?) was hot in Taxi?:laugh:

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 24th, 2004, 02:26 AM
sorry for the double post, but I was frankly just too lazy to edit the other one, and with dial up, it sucks ass. ANYWHO... I forgot to mention did you ever see the movie Crybaby with Johnny Depp and Ricki Lake? ohhh... its a must see if you havent ;)

*Candy*
Jan 24th, 2004, 02:21 PM
Nope,never seen it, I'll rent it or something :)

LOL, Tony Danza was not hot in Taxi! WTF?! Are you making fun of me?! lmao

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 25th, 2004, 04:53 PM
:) I was just being a smartass as usual. haha

*Candy*
Jan 25th, 2004, 07:43 PM
Well :p to you!

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 26th, 2004, 12:09 AM
oooo! someones getting a little sassy! :D haha, I like that;)

*Candy*
Jan 26th, 2004, 04:56 PM
Oh you thought that was sassy?! You haven't seen the half of it. Prepare to go down harpy!

lol

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 27th, 2004, 01:54 AM
alright, bring it bizach! Lets take this outside! :hat:

GUESS WHAT?! I got a new gold fish today and I paid 18 cents for him. I named him Moe cause he is gold and has a black mohawk and a little Hitler mustache. He is a rebel. I think he is into death metal:) He is pretty pissed off at me cause I got him pink rocks.

*Candy*
Jan 27th, 2004, 08:26 AM
LOL! I'm sitting in my Geography class now and I had to try and keep myself from laughing out loud! LOL! That's funny, the fish sounds cool :) :p

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 28th, 2004, 12:02 AM
hahah, Im glad you can appreciate my warped humor. This fish is seriously insane. I have put him in solitary confinement. I bought a super small fish bowl and he is trying to find a way out. You could tell he was the rebel of the group. I picked him because he was the outcast, none of the other fish would even swim by him. hahahaha, so I buy the ugliest fish in the tank. He hates me, I know it. I think if he could he would fly out of that tank and strangle me with his bare fins.

*Candy*
Jan 28th, 2004, 04:58 PM
LMAO!!HAHA! That's seriosuly funny :p

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 28th, 2004, 11:48 PM
:D I try!

*Candy*
Jan 29th, 2004, 08:53 PM
I know, we all try don't we, but some of us just fail :p

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 30th, 2004, 12:03 AM
I know, thank god I am humorous beyond belief!

*Candy*
Jan 30th, 2004, 10:14 PM
I know, and me, well I'm just a one person riot! Darn are we funny or what beoch!

BSB_GGD_TC
Jan 31st, 2004, 03:06 AM
I know it. Man, it can be scary sometimes how witty I am. ;)

I shouldnta drank so much tonight.....:throwup:

*Candy*
Jan 31st, 2004, 01:57 PM
It's just so darn frightening, man, sometimes I swear I almost **** me pants,let me tell ya.


Well next time you drink,remember this time! Then you won't make the same mistake for the 15th time :) lol

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 2nd, 2004, 01:28 AM
just as long as you clean it up its all good.;)

I know it. What is my problem. I need to stop having so much fun

*Candy*
Feb 2nd, 2004, 03:43 PM
Haha. Tomatoes are good :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 3rd, 2004, 03:26 AM
you are correct. They are very tasty. I would have to say they are my favorite..fruit? vegitable? They are a fruit right? When I was little I would eat them out of the garden all the time until I would get sores in my mouth.

Stupid kids.

*Candy*
Feb 3rd, 2004, 04:47 PM
LOL! I luff tomatoes :D I eat them like apples all the time :) Just take one and munch away :) hehe

BTW-How do you get sores from eating tomates?!

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 3rd, 2004, 04:54 PM
I do that all the time too! People think Im crazy cause I do that. haha.

Well, if you eat enough of them, they are very acidic and they eat away at the inside of your mouth, especially home grown ones.

*Candy*
Feb 3rd, 2004, 05:35 PM
I didn't know about that!

Have you heard "Megalomaniac" by Incubus yet? Love that song! Getting new Incubus album for sure :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 4th, 2004, 03:36 AM
you learn something new everyday:)

yeah, one of my roomates is obsessed with Incubus. I seen the video for that song, it tripped me out, but brandon boyd is definately a looker ;)

*Candy*
Feb 4th, 2004, 03:39 PM
You know what, in the video, Brandon Boyd sort of reminded me of Brandon Lee,he was great looking.......*sniff* Tragic events suck.
I wish more people would understand the video though!! They don't get what the Hitler stuff means and a lot don't get the Jesus references either so they get all pissed and start saying that Bush is not Hitler,and you can't comepare the war with Iraq to the Hallacaust.....and you can't,that's why the video doesn't, if only people got it :o Oh well,what can ya do?! They can think what they want:o

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 4th, 2004, 08:38 PM
yeah, that was sad about Brandon Lee:cry: :cry:

I didnt watch the video that closely, I will have to again, then I can dispute more on this subject

*Candy*
Feb 4th, 2004, 10:52 PM
OKie dokie, you can watch at at Launch.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 5th, 2004, 01:35 AM
yep yep.. or knowing me, I am usually up all night, Im sure mtv will play it like eleventy billion times like they always do with their videos in the middle of the night.

*Candy*
Feb 6th, 2004, 09:12 PM
So true,so true! LOL.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 6th, 2004, 10:21 PM
ok, so Im probably just not the smartest cookie in the jar, but... I didnt get it. And I even tried to focus. I suck. but on a happier note, brandon boyd was still good looking.

*Candy*
Feb 7th, 2004, 05:58 PM
Yup,hehe. It's ok if you don't get it,just as long as you don't claim that you do and start saying bs,lol. I'll happily explain what I got from the video if you want me to :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 8th, 2004, 01:09 AM
yes, please do. I did get the artistic side from it, I was just like "WOAH" when I seen the flying hitler and stuff. Very original.

*Candy*
Feb 8th, 2004, 11:16 PM
It's about ignorane,and just believing everything that you are fed and stuff. Like in one part there's the kid eating the record, it's all about how we just eat up all the media feeds us blindly. And when there was Jesus, and than his face fell of and Hitler was underneath. That has nothing to do with being anti-christian and stuff. It has to do with being fake. Like Bush making himself look like our (and the world's) savior when he is not. Like the song says "You're no Jesus". And I dunno if you noticed this,but at the beginning there's an army walking/marching down a street,and instead of the sky,there's someone's eye. I do believe that that was President Bush's eye. And in the video there's references to oil all over. Like when that old couple is drinking it and it shows an x-ray of it spreading, its like greed and money is poluting us. And there's the TV at the beginning with "Brain Washing" written on it and stuff. And also, there's a poster that says "Heros don't ask questions" that about all that "If you're patriotic and a true American then you won't question the President" bull**** going around. The whole "patriot act". And the dude giving the speech is growing with power with the oil underneath him and his head becomes an eagle's head and eats another person. I think that sorta represents growth perhaprs and power and the whole going against people in the name of "patriosm" and junk,and being powerful and they used the eagle,cuz it's like an American symbol. And all the angels come down and his long legs break and there's blood everywhere and stuff.
I think it's a great video :)


And they have another song on the album that has references to 1984 by George Orwell
Talk Shows On Mute

Take a bow
Pack on powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care
'Impress me' personality

Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort all America

Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!

Quick, Your time is almost up
Make 'em forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burn into obscurity

Still and transfixed
The electric sheep but dreaming up your fate
We judge you from the card castle
Comfort all America

Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!

Your foundation is canyoning
Fault lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say it
But you're so much more
You're so much more endearing with the sound turned off

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 9th, 2004, 03:03 PM
Originally posted by *Candy*
It's about ignorance

well, I guess I fit into that catagory, not understanding the video, that is.

I did get the message when those people were drinking the oil, and I knew it was along those lines, i did understand that it had something to do with patriotism, but the part about being fake flew over my head. Thanks for breaking it down for me, I will definately watch it again and keep what you said in mind, thanks dearie!

*Candy*
Feb 9th, 2004, 07:05 PM
No problem :)

And I didn't mean that kind of ignorance, it's ok if you don't get it, I'd hope that you can just sorta get the more obvious stuff (like the oil).

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 10th, 2004, 02:00 AM
yeah, I knew you didnt mean that kind of ignorance, I was just just kinda implying that Im stupid haha. I guess I didnt read that deep into the video which is strange for me because I typically read way too much into things.:)

*Candy*
Feb 11th, 2004, 04:10 PM
LOL. I think wwwaaayyy too much about stuff sometimes,lol.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 11th, 2004, 10:19 PM
haha, no kidding, thats my life story. I usually come to the wrong conclusion too cause I ended up analizing the crap out of it.

*Candy*
Feb 13th, 2004, 07:07 PM
Lol,I know what you mean. And sometimes you'll get it right at the beginning but then your mind starts wondering,and you start thinking, and all of a sudden you start noticing things that are wwwwaaaayyy unimportant and you end up taking too much detail into mind and getting totally of track,lol.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 14th, 2004, 04:40 PM
lol, yep. Thats why you would be much better off just sticking with your first instinct.

Wow... another crazy night for this girl last night. One of my friends was here and ended up puking everywhere in my bathroom. I have spent the past 2 hours cleaning:throwup: :sick:

*Candy*
Feb 15th, 2004, 01:52 PM
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww:throwup: lol
Poor you!
You know what, I've started over analyzing the Megalomaniac video, seriously. I've been like paying attention to random crap in the background too much....:o lol

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 16th, 2004, 12:15 AM
yeah, and you wanna know something even more great about the puke situation? Its like it is growing out of the woodwork. Just as soon as I think I have covered ever inch of my bathroom I discover another patch of puke. I missed the back bottom part of the door. umm.. yuck.

haha. sometimes it is fun to see what kind of a theory you can come up with after over anilizing especially if you are way off. haha, thats another reason why I like to read into paintings and stuff. Its almost like, come up with your own idea, and turn it into what you want it to mean. Make it personal. Yet another reason lyrics to songs are so wonderful, I like turning them around and reflecting them on my own life.

*Candy*
Feb 16th, 2004, 08:22 PM
I agree, I like that about song lyrics too. And they always make me wonder what kind of meaning they have for the artists themselves.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 16th, 2004, 09:46 PM
Exactly. I always wonder who John had in mind, and what exactly the situation was to inspire him to write some of his stuff.

But hey, on a lighter note, this is extremely funny. ---> http://www.rathergood.com/moon_song/

*Candy*
Feb 18th, 2004, 04:30 PM
that was weird, inside it made me chuckle though.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 18th, 2004, 09:26 PM
:laugh: yeah, Im a weird one. I enjoyed it. I ordered a sweatshirt with those guys on it haha

*Candy*
Feb 19th, 2004, 08:06 PM
Haha! That's cool,lol! That would be a freaky shirt, but cool though :hat:

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 20th, 2004, 12:19 AM
yeah, its got those 2 on it, and it says "we like the moon" haha. Quiznos has effective advertizing with it, I ate there today cause those guys are on the commercials :)

*Candy*
Feb 20th, 2004, 04:22 PM
Those are the dudes from commercial?! LOL....Ok.....Didn't notice that,lol....

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 20th, 2004, 11:05 PM
yep, sure are. guess what? I found out Im going to spokane in June for 2 weeks. Im excited:D

*Candy*
Feb 21st, 2004, 02:54 PM
Cool! Have lots of fun! And don't eat too many tomatoes!

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 22nd, 2004, 01:20 AM
:) I will try to keep that in mind!

why are boys so stupid...:cry:

*Candy*
Feb 22nd, 2004, 02:03 PM
What happened?:confused: :cry: Did a boy throw rocks at your heart? I'm sowwy :( *hugs* Wanna talk about it?

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 22nd, 2004, 04:15 PM
well, to make an extremely long story short, I met a guy who plays basketball professionally, and we really hit it off. We had a lot in common, and he had a great sense of humor (not to mention he was gorgeous ;) ) well, he asked me to come watch him play in a game last night, and that he was going to leave me tickets at the will call booth under my name. So I went out got myself a new outfit, got my hair done, painting my toenails... the whole nine. I got to the game and he didnt leave me tickets. I was pretty pissed off about it to say the least, and my roomate was with me, and she was like, well, I will just buy us some tickets, so she did. So we were sitting there watching the game, and he kept looking up at me and winking and stuff, so I thought, wow, he must have just forgot to set some tickets aside for me. Well, I knew the team was going to go to this club afterward to sign some autographs and that kinda thing and I went there. Then I seen him and went up to talk to him and he pretty much blew me off. I dont get it! I didnt do anything wrong but trust him. I dont know if I should talk to him or not, and if he calls me, I dont know what I should even say to the guy. I understand that he was busy, and had alot of people trying to get his attention while I was talking to him, but honestly, he still didnt need to blow me off like that. He also said that he was gonna call me last night after he left the club, and he didnt, and I still havent heard from him. UHHH!

*Candy*
Feb 22nd, 2004, 04:58 PM
His name better not be Kobe, J/K! Sorry bout that one,lol.
:o That's so lame though! I would have been way pissed too! Argh, I feel ya pain, when he comes around, just send him my way and he'll get a good ass woopin',lol. But seriously though, that's really rude of him. He isn't worth your time if he just blows you of and then can't call later, cuz obviously, he doesn't think that you're worth his for not calling and stuff :o Guys can be sp lame and two faced. Pittyful little creatures, but then again, girls can be like that too. Geezz, humans are weird :o

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 22nd, 2004, 07:02 PM
you are so right! I dont know who is worse, men or women. Girls can be extremely stupid about things sometimes, but I dont really think I was the one out of line here. Haha, it wasnt kobe, but just as cute;) Maybe thats why Im so bothered by this. I hate this, I have got to stop getting my hopes up where men are concerned, they will just hurt you in the end anyway.

*Candy*
Feb 22nd, 2004, 07:31 PM
Don't be negative like that,not all will. There's some pretty awsome guys out there!Sadly, they all seem to live in another state or country or something :o But that's ok, just havent found the right one yet! Who was it by the way?

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 22nd, 2004, 11:46 PM
well, he plays in the CBA (which is a step down from the NBA) so I doubt you would know who he is. It just makes me sick that I keep giving my heart to people and they just throw it at a brick wall. I just makes me feel pretty s**ty. I hope one day I can meet someone who wont be such an ass. but, in the words of Brian L. No man is worth your tears, and the one who is, wont make you cry.

*Candy*
Feb 23rd, 2004, 04:33 PM
Exactly! *Cheers for Brian* Brians the man!

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 23rd, 2004, 11:38 PM
that he is! I love that guy, I could go for a Brian hug right now. He is so damn cute!:p

*Candy*
Feb 24th, 2004, 03:34 PM
*Snaps for Brian hugs* lol...Haha, I've had that "Snaps for...." thing stuck in my head ever since the Queer Eye guys were on Oprah,lol.

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 24th, 2004, 03:36 PM
haha, I must have missed that. Those guys are cool though, they should come straighten me out a little bit

*Candy*
Feb 24th, 2004, 06:10 PM
Haha! They should straighten a lot of people out!

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 25th, 2004, 01:45 AM
haha, you know it.

I am such a dumbass, I burned the retina of my eye and now I cant see out of it. That will teach me to smoke.

*Candy*
Feb 25th, 2004, 04:11 PM
:eek: You what?! How?! How the heck did you manage to burn the retina of your eye? Is it permament damage?

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 26th, 2004, 01:29 AM
nah, I was outside smoking a cigarette, and the wind came up and blew an ash off the tip of my cigarette into my eye and burned it. Its the weirdest thing I ever seen. my vision is still pretty blurry today, but its alot better. I need to stop smokin.

*Candy*
Feb 26th, 2004, 03:42 PM
Yes you do! And it's bad for your health! And it can make you stinky! I'm sure you don't want someone next to you sufficiating! lol (Only one person I know smells like smoke, and it's cuz her parents smoke, all acctual smokers I know, don't smell like smoke at all. But my friend sits next to me in one of my classes and she smells like smoke sssooo much, I have like issues with breathing. But I don't wanna say anything cuz I don't want to make her feel bad or anything).

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 26th, 2004, 03:48 PM
very true. I fell into the smoking trap when I was 14 and thought it was cool.. well, actually, my friends thought it was cool. And now here I am at age 22, HATING smoking, and cant quit. Ive tried several times... but by golly, Im gonna do it yet!

You should give your friend some pretty smelling stuff from bath and body or something to give her a subtle message that she smells like poo.

*Candy*
Feb 27th, 2004, 08:25 PM
Haha! I should. I'm not sure she'll get the message though...hmm...it's worth a try!

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 28th, 2004, 12:36 AM
haha, yeah, you are right it is worth a try. Every time someone gives me that kinda thing, or offers me gum, Im always like, are you trying to tell me something?!

*Candy*
Feb 28th, 2004, 01:39 PM
LOL.
I talked to her on IM last night and I just randomly said "You know what, I love all that good smelling stuff from Bath and Body works!" and she said that she did too. I don't think it got any message across. It's ok. I don't wanna hurt her feelings or anything cuz she's really nice. *Ponders what scent to get*

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 28th, 2004, 04:20 PM
lol, yeah, thats ok. Sometimes it is just better to let things like that slide, but then if you are anything like me and over analize the situation you ask yourself, ok, but wouldnt I wanna know If I smelled like poo? but then if my friends told me I would feel like crap so either way its a lose lose situation. haha, did ya follow me on that one?

*Candy*
Feb 28th, 2004, 05:07 PM
Yes, I totally follow you on that one. And she does not smell like poo, but smoke! lol

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 28th, 2004, 05:09 PM
hahah, I know.. its just fun to say poo sometimes. lol.. man, I am SOOO mature:p

*Candy*
Feb 29th, 2004, 03:59 AM
I know what you mean! Poo can be such a fun word sometimes :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 29th, 2004, 02:36 PM
haha, yeah, its a good stress releaver to be immature.

*Candy*
Feb 29th, 2004, 05:07 PM
And just plain fun and awesome! :D

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 29th, 2004, 05:36 PM
haha, good point!

I am so proud of myself. I made a whole big assed meal all by myself... veggies, meat, the whole show. Who knew I could cook? I cant believe I didnt burn the house down

*Candy*
Feb 29th, 2004, 06:09 PM
*high five* GOOD JOB! You're all so very growed up...*tear*....wow, they grow up so fast..*sniffsniff*...ooh, what's that white powder? *snortsnort* j/k

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 29th, 2004, 06:12 PM
lol, that white powder isnt what you think! Its flour which is all over the floor due to my attemt at cooking. But thank you *takes a bow* I know, maybe I should become a chef hahahah

*Candy*
Feb 29th, 2004, 06:35 PM
Oh no hun, I found this powder in yer bhtaromo...ptrety lihgts....oohh........

BSB_GGD_TC
Feb 29th, 2004, 06:48 PM
oh S**T. you werent supposed to find that!! shhh.. dont tell anyone. I shouldnt have let you get ahold of that, you are gonna have too good of a time;)

*Candy*
Mar 1st, 2004, 04:01 PM
Oooops....But I already told....and not just a person or two....I told 12 people! Sorry?

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 1st, 2004, 04:43 PM
TWELVE PEOPLE?! are you insane?! Now EVERYONES gonna find out I am addicted to powdered sugar! gee, thanks alot! haha.. ;)

*Candy*
Mar 2nd, 2004, 03:51 PM
Ok, I made another oopsie...one of those twelve people narced and now the cops are after ya. Cuz you know, in North Dakota there's this new law against powedered suger....erm...I'm sorry?

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 2nd, 2004, 05:53 PM
s**t! youre right! I voted to put it into effect! Man... there is only 17 people in north dakota, and you told 12.... everyone knows for sure!

*Candy*
Mar 3rd, 2004, 08:13 PM
You voted against something that you yourself used/did?! Smart Tara,smart! If I was one of those 17 people, I'd hit ya over the head! And you know what, I think you better run, cuz the Sheriff called me today and asked if I knew whattime you go to work in the morning so they can get ya tomorrow!

*Candy*
Mar 3rd, 2004, 08:25 PM
Oh, and an update on my friend! She did not smell like smoke today, yesterday, or on monday! :) That's cool.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 5th, 2004, 02:31 AM
yeah, I figured if I helped put it into effect, it would help me kick my addiction. :hat:

sweet! Im glad your friend didnt smell like smoke today. I'll smoke to that! ;)

I am eating an icecream bar.

oh, and a development on my basketball player guy... he called me the night before last and I finally got to chew his ass out. it was very satisfying.

*Candy*
Mar 5th, 2004, 03:11 PM
:D Haha! Go Tara!
She didn't smell like smoke any days this whole week....cool :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 6th, 2004, 01:55 PM
:D thank you, thank you *takes a bow*

BOYS ARE SO STUPID. I cant even handle them anymore, I am done.

Well, maybe your friend took a hint and realized how bad she smelled?

*Candy*
Mar 6th, 2004, 06:40 PM
Hehe. Good luck with the girls then! J/K


Who knows?! LOL, But it was cool,lol :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 7th, 2004, 01:32 AM
nah, I dont want girls either. They are even worse than guys. I will just become asexual and produce exact copies of my own dna.

*Candy*
Mar 7th, 2004, 03:10 PM
When I was posting my earlier post I was thinking of telling you to become asexual but then I decided telling you to be lesbian was more interesting,lol. Wow our minds work alike!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 7th, 2004, 04:57 PM
hahaha... well, great minds DO think alike!;) Becoming asexual doesnt sound like a bad idea to me!

*Candy*
Mar 7th, 2004, 09:01 PM
Yeah, to you it doens't. But who else would want to see clones of you everywhere?! :eek: No one! And plus, even if you don't reproduce, look at all the poor guys who won't get a chance with you, cuz your too in luv with yourself and keep staring at the mirror :o Think of those little guys!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 7th, 2004, 11:08 PM
:) that is funny cause I have like no self esteem. I wouldnt want little clones of me running around, I just cant find a guy who is decent and wants me, not just... well... sex.

*Candy*
Mar 8th, 2004, 05:26 PM
Meh, guys! :o Dude, :eek: guess what my best friend told me today! She told me that her cousin saw this picture of me and that he thought I was someone else (and we don't even look alike!!! She's blond, a lot shorter than me, and has really big boobs but is sssoo petite!) and my friend was like "Ah...no! She's a lot more conservative than that!" and he replied "So she won't put out or anything?" and she said "No, and deffinitley not for you!" Guys are sad!!! :o Gosh, I wonder what guys will be like when I'm older, sheesh. I seriosuly think that when I'm like 20, I'm gonna go date a more mature 28 year old or something!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 8th, 2004, 07:16 PM
thats truly sad. And whats even worse? I thought the same thing that I would go after an older guy thinking they would be more mature, but the three I tested out sure werent. Not even the 34 year old, but that was the basketball player so go figure. But Im glad to know you dont just give it up that easy :)

*Candy*
Mar 8th, 2004, 08:08 PM
Some feel good song lyrics "Don't let the world bring you down,
not everyone here is that ****ed up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
experience the warmth before you grow cold." :D

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 8th, 2004, 09:19 PM
those ARE feel good lryics. Im just trying to remember that god will bring you through anything.

*Candy*
Mar 9th, 2004, 05:53 PM
You know, I believe that everything that happens, happens for a reason, usually to teach us something and make us grow into a better/whiser person. So don't worry! It'll be ok in the end, life isn't always a bed of roses!

:) Aren't those lyrics neat? It's an Incubus song! They have awesome lyrics :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 10th, 2004, 04:12 PM
"keep believin baby, cause every thing happens for a reason" haha, those are some Aaron lyrics for ya, cause aaron is WAY cooler than Incubus. HAHA.. OHHH wait a second.

Youre right, everything that happens to us is a life lesson and at this rate, I am gonna be one smart old person!

*Candy*
Mar 10th, 2004, 10:36 PM
"Lala" there's some Telle Tubby lyrics for ya

I know what you mean, I think I'm already whiser than the majority of people around me.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 11th, 2004, 02:07 PM
haha, I can honestly say the same about me.


And what is wrong with Telle Tubbies?:susp:

*Candy*
Mar 12th, 2004, 01:57 PM
Nothing, but you know what show does have some wrong things about it?! That new dumbass "work out" for kids show, with those SSSCCCCAAARRRYYYY :evil: little "egg" like "alien" "thingies" *shudders*

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 12th, 2004, 11:15 PM
:eek: I musta missed that show... and for good reason! I thought ESPN began to dominate all of the workout shows on tv.;)

*Candy*
Mar 13th, 2004, 03:57 PM
I hate that show!agh! Be glad that you have never seen it!!!
You know what, at like 6 AM on Oxygen, they have a cool Yoga Worl-out show! But seriously, every episode is like the same.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 13th, 2004, 11:43 PM
haha, I will have to tune in, maybe it will be my new favorite show ;)

*Candy*
Mar 14th, 2004, 02:20 PM
You better be talking about that Yoga show, and not that scary show

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 15th, 2004, 12:31 AM
of course I am talking about the kids workout show, DUH! haha

chrissyfan
Mar 15th, 2004, 02:42 PM
Poetry.com is a haven for bad poetry


my freind stuff was posted there and it is far from bad ;-)

*Candy*
Mar 15th, 2004, 06:42 PM
OH TARA! You shock me! :eek: lol

Yeah it is, and the page is a scam.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 15th, 2004, 06:55 PM
haha, I shock you?! well, thats good I guess haha

*Candy*
Mar 15th, 2004, 08:31 PM
lol! I'm like half asleep now, trying to study for my math test tomorrow :(

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 16th, 2004, 02:26 AM
uhhh! that sucks, Im glad Im not you right now. I hate math, I am TERRIBLE at it. I think people should know how to add, subtract, multiply and devide... maybe some percentages, and call it good.

*Candy*
Mar 16th, 2004, 09:08 PM
I think I really,really failed :(

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 17th, 2004, 03:52 AM
oh honey, Im sorry! If it makes you feel any better, Im am 100 percent possitive you did better than I would be able to. Who knows, maybe you will luck out and your teacher will throw out your worst score, I know a few of my teachers did that.

*Candy*
Mar 17th, 2004, 10:31 PM
Throw it out? Heck no! Dude, I got a 22% out of 100%! But that's ok, considering that I only finished one side of the paper (and I'm pissed now for not doing the backside first, cuz I understood that side,and most (not all) of the things on the front side I had no clue about). This is THE worst grade I have EVER gotten :cry: Last year, I never had below a 100% in math class on my report card,*sniff*. I bet I would have gotten like around 70% if I had done the backside first *kicks herself* I'm so stressed and dissapointed that I did so bad! :( I've never had problems with math before! It's just that my teacher seriously confuzzles me and I'm like "What?". Dude, everyone was asking what everyone got, and there were like 3 people who had something above 50%......At least I shouldn't feel that bad then I guess :o It's not that I'm stupid, the class is just confusing.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 18th, 2004, 02:24 AM
ouch... that sucks ass! Like you said, everyone did really s**ty on that test, I wouldnt take to too hard. Really? your teachers dont throw out the worst grade of the semester? lots of my teachers have done that... who knows, maybe since everyone did so bad, your teacher will consider it. That is frusterating when you have high expectations of yourself and it doesnt pan out the way you would like it to. What kinda math class is this anyway? *hugs* sorry to hear this, but just remember, this one test isnt gonna stop you from going to Harvard. You will do better next time :)

*Candy*
Mar 19th, 2004, 06:44 PM
Yes I will! :kiss:
It is a advanced vocational algebra class, which is really pathetic since last year I had no issues whatsoever with albegra. I blame it all on my teacher,lol. Expect, we're doing geomatry and intermediate algebra in class :confused: It's weird, I was looking some stuff up online, and we're doing stuff we're supposed to be doing later, weirdness. :o Goah, that was like the worstess grade ever :( *Sniff* Darn it!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 20th, 2004, 02:26 AM
geezzzz... I am terrible at Algebra, I get sooo confused, I think I just think way too much about it. Besides. Why are there letters mixed in with numbers and s**t. Its annoying.

*Candy*
Mar 20th, 2004, 05:32 PM
Well, why not? It makes sense. Like when you have a letter, you usually have something missing and you need to solve for the number that represents the letter. It's lame what we do though. :o I mean, I can understand why a lot of math IS deffenantly useful, but some other stuff is just pointless.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 21st, 2004, 02:31 AM
pointless. All of it. Do away with all of it. I want to wash my hands of this subject, Math is BY FAR my worst subject. I swear to you I have a learning disablity when it comes to that crap. It angers me to no end.

:) I like bunnies.:bunny:

*Candy*
Mar 21st, 2004, 03:49 PM
How cool! Me too! :D Bunnies, and mice, and chickens, and dogs, and cows, and cats, and fish, and deer ( but I like to call 'em Bambis), and birds, and whales, and dolphines, and hamsters, and geckoes, and camiliens (sp?), and tigers, and pigs, and horses, and....well, almost aaallll animals I've ever seen. :D

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 21st, 2004, 05:54 PM
yay! I would have to agree. I love aminals:P I like almost anything 'cept spiders and snakes. Everything else is cool. oh, and you forgot llamas :D

*Candy*
Mar 21st, 2004, 06:29 PM
Yeah, how could I forget those?!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 22nd, 2004, 12:07 AM
haha, I know it! I think baby giraffes are cute as a button too :angel:

I gots a tummyache:( (note: my proper grammer skills)

*Candy*
Mar 22nd, 2004, 10:51 PM
Aww,they are!
And sowwy you gots a tummyache! I had one too this weekend.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 23rd, 2004, 08:28 PM
:) all is good, my tummyache is gone. I think Im gonna go out with some friends tonight, what are you up to?

*Candy*
Mar 25th, 2004, 09:54 PM
Tonight,nothing. Sitting here and feeling weird/bad/sad/frustrated/confused.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 26th, 2004, 01:53 AM
why hon, whats wrong? boys, family, school.. what is it?

*Candy*
Mar 26th, 2004, 12:49 PM
Friends. *SIGHS* I wrote a 14 page diary entry last night in huge,really ugly, crappy looking letters. There's just some problems that some of my friends have and it's upsetting me. *sighs*

I had a really weirdo dream last night. It was about a prince, and me. I guess we were dating, or at least liked each other. And I was staying at his "house" or perhaps palace, and they gave me a room the size of a walk in closet, and nothing much but a bed could fit in,and it was wwwaaayyy down somewhere in the basement. Not very friendly for having a palace and all,lol. And they had the darnest stairway. It was like a metalic crystal like thing, and it was so slippery and hard to walk up! And it was so long too (I was wwaaayy down somewhere as already mentioned). And right at the top, it curved, but the stairs went all funky and small and I had such a hard time walking past that point, so I decided to jump across the curve onto the main floor, but the second time I did this I almost fell, and it was really up high, and it would not have been cool if I had fallen, but the second time I also had these two big sticks (acctaully, I think they were 4X4's) to help me I guess, but it got hard to get across. And my parents were up on the main level, talking with his parents I guess. It was weird, but he was rally nice.
I think I had the dream cuz they mentioned Prince William on VH1 and I remembered that I once read an interview with him, I think it was in Redbook or whatever it's called, and he said he thought that women were insane for wanting to marry him and I though "Yes, they must be" cuz there's no way that I would want to marry into the royal family. They would hate me, and I'm not too sure that I'd like them too much either. Plus I think it's beyond lame that people have to call then "Your Highness", because I think everyone is equal, nobody is higher or lower, especially not just cuz they got born into a sertain family. Maybe sticking me way down in the basement somewhere was about that, and the "highness" statues crap.
But yeah,lol. How are you?

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 26th, 2004, 02:02 PM
woah, that is a messed up dream! I think your interpertation of it was probably correct, I cant think of anything else it would mean.

May I ask what the problem is with your friends? I might not be able to give you wonderful advice, but Im a good listener:)

*Candy*
Mar 26th, 2004, 08:03 PM
I don't feel like typing it all up *sighs*. But my really really good friend is cutting herself and I've tried to help however I could, but nothings working. And she's one of 3 people that I know who cut! And one of my friends cut her wrists last year but someone noticed and told one of the counslers at school, and she got help and she's on Zoloft and happier now than I have ever seen her (I've known her for 3 years or so). And another one of my friends, says she cut her leg. I dunno if that was just for attention though, and I don't think she'd do it again. But yeah, it's sad :( And one of my other good friends has been so sad and depressed and I don't think that most people really understand her, but I get what she's going through more than she thinks. But luckily, I know she'd never cut herself. And that really good friend I've tried to help, she didn't used to do anything really bad. She would like scratch at a place, or make small little things with safety pins, but someone have her a blade, and she cut her ankles first, and then she cut her tighs up, and they are bandaged up :cry: It makes me so sad. I started crying while writting in my diary. It sucks. A lot.....:cry:

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 27th, 2004, 02:02 AM
:eek: oh honey, Im so sorry to hear that! *hugs* Cutting is such a terrible thing. I dabbed in it a couple of times way back in the day when I was in junior high, Im just glad I didnt become addicted to it like alot of people do.

Its hard when friends are going through such a hard time and all you want to do is console them and make everything ok, then end up feeling helpless in the end. Dont be so hard on yourself even though I know all you are doing is caring about her. You cant change someone, they have to do that on their own. I guess all you can do is be there for her, be a shoulder to cry on, and pray for her. Good luck with all of this!

*Candy*
Mar 27th, 2004, 06:07 PM
Thanks. Yeah, she wrote me a note a while back, saying that this is something that she has to get through on her own. And she's told me a lot that I've helped the most out of anyone. I just hope she does stop.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 28th, 2004, 12:25 AM
:( *sighs* this is a tough one.... hopefully she will get out of it by herself. I think sometimes people do it because they want the physical paint to take over the emotional pain.

*Candy*
Mar 28th, 2004, 05:17 PM
She says it doesn't hurt while she does it, she's like numb to it. She does at as a form of releasing her problems, and she's said that she's tried other ways of releasing her inter problems physically (swimming) and through stuff like that but it doesn't work.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 29th, 2004, 12:35 AM
*shrugs*

guess you can only help those who help themselves.

*Candy*
Mar 29th, 2004, 07:11 AM
That's sorta true. You always gotta be wanting the help. It's like with alcoholics, unless they really want the help, and realize there is a problem, there isn't much that you can do.

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 29th, 2004, 02:37 PM
exactly, its something they have got to want to do on their own.

*Candy*
Mar 29th, 2004, 08:00 PM
Yup.

Guess what? I got these cool socks, they have cows with wings on them! lol! Haha, I luff cute stuff like that!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 30th, 2004, 01:59 AM
woah! your siggy IS long!

lol, you sound about as hyper as I do right now! I love stuff like that too! I have some halloween socks with little fuzzy witches on them, and I have a pair of socks with Alf on them, they are awesome except for the hole in em :D

*Candy*
Mar 30th, 2004, 05:40 PM
Hehe, cool! Alf is awesome, little fuzzy cat eating alien!

BSB_GGD_TC
Mar 30th, 2004, 07:48 PM
haha, yeah, thats him! do you believe in aleins?

*Candy*
Mar 31st, 2004, 04:43 PM
Yes. You know how big the universe is?! What would make me thing that we are the only living things out there?! What an egomaniac planet we are, with all these people thinking that it's impossible!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 1st, 2004, 03:57 PM
lol, good call.

I am sure there is other life forms out there, Im just not sure how intellegent they are, and how true to "alein form" they are. They are probably just little plops of blubber with a big eye on top.

*Candy*
Apr 2nd, 2004, 05:38 PM
Hehe, you never know!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 4th, 2004, 02:21 PM
true dat! I am tired, I am gonna go take a nap. ohhh, my sweet bed, how I love thee!

*Candy*
Apr 4th, 2004, 04:50 PM
They could also be super smart geniouses! :)

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 5th, 2004, 02:31 AM
you do have a point my dear. I wonder if they get things like cancer, or chicken pocks(sp?) lol. maybe they look like chickens with chickpox and they are smarter and more sophisticated than us.

*Candy*
Apr 5th, 2004, 03:40 PM
I'm sure they could get cancer. But who knows, maybe they live in a perfect enviornment, since they are pottential geniouses and all?

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 5th, 2004, 08:05 PM
yeah, they found a way to run cars on grass clippings. hahaha, man, I sound like Im on drugs

*Candy*
Apr 6th, 2004, 06:40 PM
You know what, that's a great idea! I wonder if that would be possible!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 8th, 2004, 01:36 AM
:D You should invent the car that runs on lawn clippings and organic wastes, and then you can give me some of the money you earned in the process considering I came up with the brilliant idea haha jk:p

*Candy*
Apr 8th, 2004, 03:10 PM
Hehe,that's a cool idea though! Seriously, I would do that if I could and I knew how to do stuff with grass, and engines.

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 11th, 2004, 09:05 PM
:) true... I would too, but I guess so would alot of other people if they knew what they were doing.

*Candy*
Apr 11th, 2004, 11:48 PM
Yeah, I bet they would. Or maybe old bubble gum run cars?

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 12th, 2004, 11:40 PM
I bet that would be harder to come by than gasoline!!

*Candy*
Apr 13th, 2004, 02:21 PM
LOL. Probably, but gum doesn't seem as if it would polute as much!
We need to find a good way to recycle or get rid of a lot of stuff, maybe pumping it all into your car would be a good idea,lol.

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 13th, 2004, 05:29 PM
haha, yeah. Kinda do the back to the future thing. put all your trash in your car for fuel instead.

*Candy*
Apr 13th, 2004, 06:26 PM
That was a cool movie! But the DeLorean is ugly!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 14th, 2004, 09:47 PM
lol, yeah good point... oh well, man I am tired and out of it today. that'll happen when you dont get enough sleep though.:angel:

*Candy*
Apr 15th, 2004, 03:55 PM
Have you seen 28 days later? The scotish dude (Jim) is hot :D

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 16th, 2004, 12:43 AM
nope! I cant say that I have, but I will have to check it out sometime.

UHHHH!!!! ok, so I didnt have a job for ever and ever, now I am trying to go to school and work full time, and get all of my homework done and keep my apt. clean, have a social life, exercise and find time to sleep.... I am stressed out!! oh well, I guess I just need to keep on keeping on....

*Candy*
Apr 16th, 2004, 09:11 PM
Sucky. I was just talking with one of my friends today about how stressful it will be when we go to college :o

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 16th, 2004, 11:19 PM
yeah.. its a hectic lifestyle, thats for sure.

*Candy*
Apr 17th, 2004, 05:12 PM
:o *Sighs* crappy,crappy,crappy

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 17th, 2004, 07:14 PM
yeah... but hopefully it will all pay off someday :) I guess thats what keeps me going

*Candy*
Apr 17th, 2004, 07:22 PM
It will! Otherwise, most people wouldn't go!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 18th, 2004, 12:15 AM
really?!?! no way, you cant be serious! I thought everyone went cause it was cheap and fun and they were bored and had nothing else to do....

and here... all this time.... Ive been getting an education in the process. The bastards!

*Candy*
Apr 18th, 2004, 04:25 PM
LOL. Sarcastic Bitch! But it's ok, its exactly the way I am :p

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 20th, 2004, 03:18 AM
hahaha, I thought you would appreciate that;)

One of my best friends just got back from Iraq last night. I hadnt seen him for a year and 2 months. Im glad he is home and out of harms way. I went out to the airport to greet him coming home and 170 people were in his unit. There were thousands of people there waiting to welcome them home, which is pretty amazing considering the population of North Dakota. I was standing next to a soldier who ran up to his little girl, and gave her a hug and had tears in his eyes, it was pretty emotional to see all the families and friends unite with their loved ones. I was just suprised when I got a handful of phone calls today from people telling me I was in the newspaper today. I had no idea they even took my picture!

*Candy*
Apr 20th, 2004, 04:27 PM
That's so cool :D I'm glad he's home!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 21st, 2004, 10:45 PM
me too... I didnt know it was possible to miss someone so much... guess I havent been way from my loved ones for too long.


now, how do you use smilies and stuff?

*Candy*
Apr 24th, 2004, 02:07 PM
me too... I didnt know it was possible to miss someone so much... guess I havent been way from my loved ones for too long.


now, how do you use smilies and stuff?

The smilies are next to the message box ->
How come I only have one green square?!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 25th, 2004, 01:24 AM
I have heard that the green squares by our names are pretty much a popularity contest. Its your "reputation" people can click on you and give you points, and I think after a certain amount of points you get another little green square thingy. :) I will give you some points and help out your "score" or whatever you wanna call it. I think you can only give out a certain number a day...as far as I know, but I dont really know how it works.

*Candy*
Apr 25th, 2004, 04:32 PM
Yeah. I'm unpopular wwwwwaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :manson: <- luff that smiley, no wonder it's named Manson. It could be his little brother.

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 25th, 2004, 05:33 PM
hahaha, that is sooo weird cause I was JUST thinking about that smiley myself. Yeah, dont worry, I am unpopular too. I dont think anyone hates me, I just think that no one notices I am around. but I will keep giving you points!

*Candy*
Apr 25th, 2004, 09:06 PM
I'll keep giving you points too! And I notice you!!!

:crazy: :funny: those smileys are great too :) All of them are great :D

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 26th, 2004, 02:04 AM
thats true. I still like the :bunny: playboy bunny that was gonna be at John's Birthday party, remember?

I notice you too!! And I will keep giving you points too :D

*Candy*
Apr 27th, 2004, 06:59 AM
Sorry that I didn't reply yesterday. I went to a really nice restaurant and I didn't feel like going online when I came home.

SMILEYS ROCK!

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 28th, 2004, 12:01 AM
oh yeah? what restaurant was that? Sounds like you had more fun that me, I went to my friends moms funeral today

*Candy*
Apr 29th, 2004, 03:51 PM
I'm sorry :( That's sad.

I went to La Caille in Park City, Utah. http://www.lacaille.com/
It's so freaken gourges there!! When I get my pics developed I'll scan some and show you :) It's expensive too, don't think I'll be going back there anytime soon. We got a huge discount though because our school has been doing this with La Caille for so many years, and we come as a large school group ( only the people that are taking the Teen Living class get to go).

*Candy*
Apr 29th, 2004, 03:56 PM
There's some good pics of La Caille at Webshots :)
http://www.webshots.com/search?query=la%20caille&new=1

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 29th, 2004, 10:03 PM
sweet.. those pics are awesome, Im so jealous... I need to go somewhere cool... good thing my europe trip is in 1 month!! YAY! how are you gonna live without me for 2 weeks?? ;)

*Candy*
Apr 30th, 2004, 07:10 AM
It's ok :) Me and my family might take a trip of our own so I won't be that upset! lol :hat:

BSB_GGD_TC
Apr 30th, 2004, 02:50 PM
:D well thats good. I am soo excited you have no idea... its gonna be a nice stress releaver to get the hell outta here for a while

*Candy*
Apr 30th, 2004, 03:37 PM
Where are you gonna go? Germany, Italy, Spain, France, Greece??
I highly recommend going to Frankfurt, Germany at the end of your trip if you're going to several different places. I would go to really relaxing places first, like Italy or Greece and hang out at the beach. Then I'd go to France and look at cool stuff, and then to the Swiss Alps, and then to Germany or something :)

BSB_GGD_TC
May 2nd, 2004, 07:58 PM
this is the plan. On May 28th I am flying out of Bismarck to minneapolis, from minneapolis to Newark, New Jersey... from New Jersey to Frankfort Germany.. from frankfort to Vienna Austria... then we are gonna be in Austria for like 4 days, then we are going to Switzerland for 3 days then some little country next to Germany that starts with an L but I dont remember the name of it off hand. Then we are gonna be in Germany for like 4 days and fly out of Frankfort all the way to Denver... that flight is gonna kick my ass, but Im still excited for it considering I havent been on a plane since I was eight years old, and it was just a little one.

*Candy*
May 3rd, 2004, 07:21 PM
It's Fraknfurt, not fort, just so ya don't get confussed once you get there or anything.
So you're gonna be spending days in Germany? See Berlin and Frankfurt. And when you're in Frankfurt see the Old Opera House, Romer Berg, and the old Gothic Cathideral on Romer Berg :D And in Berlin see the Brandenburg Gate and the remains of the Berlin Wall :D Unless you plan on going somewhere else. If you go to Bolveria, see the fairy-tale like castles!

BSB_GGD_TC
May 3rd, 2004, 08:26 PM
;) ok, sorry my bad. Im a terrible speller if you havent already figured that out. I am going to Berlin as well, and I know we are going to the Opera House dealy too.. but I dont even know what its all about. I will send you the links in the next thread to a couple of the places we are going

BSB_GGD_TC
May 3rd, 2004, 08:28 PM
hey, if you get bored and have nothing better to do, you can check out these websites... these are the hotels I will be staying at in Europe, and a couple of other places Im going... I CANT WAIT!!!!!

St. Stevens Cathedral in Vienna- http://www.ankh.co.nz/homepage/photos/ststephens.jpg



Mt. Pilatus, Mt. Rigi and a Swiss Folklore festival in Switzerland-

www.pilatus.com

www.rigi.ch

www.stadtkeller.ch



2 of the hotels in Germany-

www.domicil-hotel.de

www.seehotel-hemsbach.de



a hotel in Austria that Im staying at-

www.tulfes.at/neuwirt.htm



and a hotel in Switzerland Im staying at-

www.hotelalpenhofpost.ch



Neushwanstein Castle in Germany-

http://daddyo.home.texas.net/Neu.html



Linderhof Castle in Bavaria-

http://www.palaces.org/castles/Europe/Central_Europe/Germany/germany12.htm


ok sorry, I went a little overboard, but like I said, just check em out if you are bored, there are plenty more websites where those came from.... I cant BELIEVE Im going there!!!! Exacly one month baby!

*Candy*
May 4th, 2004, 04:58 PM
Hehe. The music one that one site was so annoying! lol
Purtty, ain't it?

BSB_GGD_TC
May 6th, 2004, 01:17 AM
haha, I thought that music was hilarious!

It is very purdy! I can not WAIT to see it. Youre lucky that you were fortunate enough to LIVE there!