Exactly One Year Ago today.....

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I met Mike, John and Robby... ahh... MEMORIES!!! :love:

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LMAO! :) Cool, havent met any of em.

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;) you should look into it. Its a good time. I wish I could go back in time.... :D

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LOL. I wish I could meet them, that would be cool!

You know how blond ppl get the bottom layer of their hair dyed black or brown? So that it's visible when they put their hair up in a ponytail? Me and my best friend Chantel decided to bleach her hair a lighter blond (she's dirty blond) and to bleach the bottom layer of my hair, so that it would be like the way that blond ppl have it, except with opposite colors ya know. Well it so didn't work. LOL. It's kinda like honey blond, but my natrual hair is light brown, so you can barly tell at all that I did anything to it. We wanted to bleach it again on Friday before I leave for Vegas. You remember Joe? THe 15 hour convo guy? I just told him about that and he was like "NNOOOOOO. Why? Don't do that to yourself! Dont screw with your hair, it looks really nice" lol. It was funny.
Me and Tell (Chantel) went around and filled out job applications. I rreeaaallllyyy hope that I get a job at the flower shop! It's like 3 blocks away from me, and nice ppl work there, and it looks like a nice afterschool job to have!
I also bought a new purse and wallet and a skirt and a hat and sunglasses. I am totally broke now and have $7 left in my wallet. Time to raid my piggy bank again so that I can have some back up cash.
The hat is so cute though. It's like a Michael Jackson looking hat. You know those mafia hats? Ya know what I mean??? It's black with a pink flower on the side and it looks so cool!

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you are going to vegas??! damn, I didnt know that. oooo! smoochie smoochie Joe :love: is in the air! haha

sounds like a sweet assed hat! Yeah, I am guilty of dying my hair like that, but right now it is red with blond streaks. Ive pretty much wreaked my hair now ahhaha.. Im gonna have to take it easy on my locks for awhile.

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I told you that I was going to Vegas like 2 months ago! lol! Like even before you went to Europe! lol

It is a cool hat! lol.
Hair dye can be cool. Sometimes people seriously overdue it though. I swear, I wonder how some of those ppl aren't bald by now.

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haha.. yeah, my hair is about ready to fall out.... it doesnt look that un-healthy, but... its bad. I am ALWAYS dying it. I have naturally really dark brown hair, and I have put lots of blond highlights in it, soo... needless to say my hair hates me right about now.

lol, yeah, I guess you did... I forgotted. :tongue:

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Your hair looks really light brown,lol.

Yup, forgotteded!

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haha.. yeah, I have very proper English skillz.

yeah, thats cause I dye it lighter all the time.

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obviously,lol

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smartass

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And like you're not. Please :p

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:roll: ME?!?! Are you kidding, NEVER. hahahahah

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Uha, just keep telling yourself that.

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I would never go to such levels! I am shocked that you would say such things about me.

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Erm..yeah. Tara, so not a smartass.....*coughyeahrightcough*

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lol... thats a nasty cough you have, you better get that checked out ;)

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Yeah, thats a nasty attitude you have. Can I recommend someone?

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HAHAH.. I can recommend a foot to shove up your ass! ;)

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No, thanks. But for you, I recommend an anger managment group, they teach you about having a proper attitude there you know.

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that is quite alright, there is nothing wrong with my attitude! :angel:

mmmm... raman noddles.

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That's what you think, but dont be so sure of your opinions.

Raman Noodles are good :)

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hahah :roll:

I didnt do a damn thing today, I didnt even leave my apartment or get out of my pj's. I just did the dishes and some cleaning.

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I read, a lot.

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Yeah, Im sure you did... well.. look at the bright side.. at least you are almost done... or are you done? you must be cause you said you were working on your report.

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check out this picture I took of my nephew at my portrait studio... Isnt he just the cutestest 'lil baby bubby wubby chubby in the whole widest world?! :D yeah, Im an awesome photographer, what can I say;)

http://f1.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/tarabs_2000/detail?.dir=/502a&.dnm=8b3a.jpg

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AAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THAT PICTURE IS SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!! You're newphew is so freaken adorable!! aaaww! Awesome pic!!


I finished my report at 4 AM

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:D:D:D thanks, I know!! I keep looking at that picture, I cant get over what a sweetie he is... and he always grunts like a little puppy, and he is so cuddly... I wish he was here so I could smush him... Im gonna be one of those pinch your cheeks kinda aunts :)

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yeah. My birthday ****ing sucked in case you were wondering.

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umm. ok. did you die?

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No, I'm still alive and breathing. I'm sorry,lol. I've have been so rediculously busy the first week of school :o Soo much homework!! agghhh.

Why did your b-day suck??? What happened? Details please!

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yeah, I understand the whole busy thing... I have been the same way.

because not only did my family ditch me, but a bunch of my friends and mike.... it just sucked.

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?! Why did they ditch you?!???????WTF?

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well... I was supposed to go out to supper with like 4 sets of aunts and uncles, my parents, and my grandma... whom are all in a town 78 miles from me. They were all gonna drive up, but then one of my uncles decided that he wanted to go golfing with his brother so no one wanted to come up. That really made me feel loved, let me tell you.

Then a bunch of my friends just didnt call me back, and a couple did and said they were too tired. Mike just completely forgot all together that it was my birthday even though I told him 3 times the week before.

Guess this is just great insentive to want to move the F*** away from here. The only thing I have here is people that I thought cared about me.

Now my brother whom tried to commit suicide is as I type on his way back to live in North Dakota so I can babysit his 30 year old drugged out ass. Im stressed out from school, Im over worked and underpaid and not appreciated. I also thought I was pregnant but thank GOD it was a false alarm.

But at least I still have my eyesight.

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Amen to that! Eyesight is wonderful. Seriously, do be glad about that.

Damn, you thought you were pregnant?! Id' freak,lol. I'm glad you're not! That would be turmoil.

That is so mean how everyone just like ditched you! :( I'm sorry hun *hugs*!

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yeah, Im over it. Im just not gonna make a big deal out of any of my friends birthdays anymore... and today is Mike's birthday and I was gonna smother him with kindness today, but I havent even called him yet, who knows, maybe I wont even bother.

Yeah, I thought I was pregnant... that was SCARY to say the least. I bought a home pregnacy test, and it was negitive... but it didnt passify me enough... but I got my period so its all good :laugh: Im not ready to be a mommy just yet.

yeah. Even my eyesight isnt the greatest, Im getting so I can hardly see anything without my glasses even though I HATE wearing them :)

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Sad. :( Did you end up calling him?
Well I'm glad that you're not pregnant, that would be crazy.
I'm sorry :( How bout wearing contacts? And you know what, don't squint your eyes, that makes them worse!
Today was friend's birthday and it wad awesome. This guy treated her and 4 other people (including me) to Pizza and drinks and it was so nice of him. Like he set the whole thing up and reordered 2 pizzas and a coke and pepsi and during lunch we all went to Domino's. Sounds kinds simple but it was awesome.

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no, it doesnt sound simple... sometimes those things are the most fun:)

thanks for the pointers on my eyes. I just have reading glasses and I look like Lisa Loeb with them on.

yeah, I called Mike and I broke down and even got him this great piece of art work he was eyeing over when him and I went to this art gallery. He loved it... he BETTER have for the price I paid for it!

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:( Don't cry! Damn...thats really nice of you to buy him an expensive painting, especially when your broke. How did things go?

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eh, I dunno... he is still kinda being stupid. My bro, my friend Kent, and Charise (my roomate) went down to visit him last night, and he was cool all night... until he got too much alcohol in him, then he just became that retarded person he becomes when he is drinking. :rolleyes:

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:( *shakes head* I'm sorry. I hope things work out!

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yeah... me too... I know he isnt going to be the guy Im gonna marry, Im actually kinda just with him to pass the time away until I find the guy Im SUPPOSED to be with

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LOL.
Don't look for it, just let it happen! When you look you never find it, but when you're not looking, you'll just randomly spot it! yup.

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yeah... mike and I are kinda together again I guess. :rolleye2: eh. whatever.

thanks for the advice:)

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No problem.
BTW- If you're rolling your eyes like that at him, you shouldn't be with him. Don't be with people just to pass time.

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yeah... I dunno... we get along fine, but he gets so jealous!

I found out that's why he got pissed at me in the first place. When I came down to see him last time I was with my friend Kent whom I have been friends with since I was in the 2nd grade. Kent gave me a hug, and I drove his car cause he was drinking (and I wasnt) and thats why he was mad...

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damn,lol. Durh, ooh hug! Thats kinda stupid, seriouly.

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yeah, thats what I thought.

so pretty sure the drama continues.....

I walked in on my brother and my roomate having sex IN MY BED. I am scarred for life.

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:blueeek: Holy Bajeebus! Woah..............I'd be scared for dear life too...........I feel bad for you. That must be so unbelievably weird!!

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yep. Im still not talking to either one of them. I kicked my brother out of my appartment and sent him to live with my aunt after that, and my mom is pissed at ME because of it... Im sorry but, I dont care who you are, I will not tolerate such disrespect.

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WTF?! Why is she blaiming you?! Duh. That's stupid. The fact that your brother screwed your room mate and you kicked him out has nothing to do with you not being responsible or some crap like that. It's his fault. He was the one to came crawling to live with you and then fed your room mate in your bed! That's HIS fault!

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exactly... but Im pretty sure neither one of them feel the way I do.... I dunno.... its just too much for me to handle. My roomate hasnt even TRIED to offer me an appology about this either. She talked to my friend Sara (who she works with) and she pretty much told sara that she doesnt think that she did anything wrong and that my brother is a big boy he can make his own dicissions. :rolleyes:

why would I want to live with someone I cant even trust? My other roomate and I are putting some thought into finding a new place now so we dont have to deal with any stupid f***ing roomates anymore. Anyway, I think Im gonna move to Minneapolis at the end of this school year and just finish my classes online.... I need to get the hell away from these people.

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:( I'm sorry, that whole situation sucks. And I hate it when people can't see through another person's perspective! Like your roommate, grr. That's sucky!!
Are you gonna move to Minneapolis with your other room mate?

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no... my other roomate and I are looking at another place actually..... we would probably move in at the end of the month or something.....

Sara is moving to Minneapolis in like a week, and I would move in with her when I would move there

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Cool. You and Sara are like good friends right? I'm pretty sure that you've mentioned her before.
I hope everything works out for you! :( That's an akward and annoying situation that you're in!

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yeah, sara is my best friend... (she is also a HUGE bsb fan)

yeah, Im sure everything will work out in the end.

and you are definately right about this being an annoying and akward situation...

my roomate comes on this board sometimes so I can about imagine if she reads this...... oooohhhh boy.

did you get my pm btw?

I have to go to work now...ttyl!

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Yeah, I got your PM.
I hope that she doesn't read it! Woah...Imagne that.......Not good....
Say hi to Sara! lol
Have fun at work!

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thanks for that BTW... it was cool.

yeah, oh well if she does...

we have slowly started talking now but... its not even close to being "peachy" at my house.

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No problem.
:( Well, my house is in chaos. I came home from school yesterday and the living room furniture and most of my parent's bedroom furniture was in the garage and I walked in through the garage door into the kitchen and I was like "What's going on....." and my mom was like "We're painting the house and getting new carpeting! Go clean your room out :)" I was like "Erm..ok" Haha. So yeah, I'm in the spare bedroom with the computer in it right now, it will be my room until my real room is painted and stuff. It's gonna be "Winter Rain" blue (very nice and pretty light blue) and "Sea Swell" green (very nice and pretty light green, it matches the blue well).
BTW- Have I ever mentioneded the weird dreams that I have about my neigbor's house (not his house, but the house that used to be there in the 50's)????

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cool!!! I wish I could paint my walls and get new carpeting.... our carpet is pretty new, but being in an appartment they wont let us change the color of the walls.

umm... no, I dont think you have mentioned anything about that! do tell! :)

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We used to live in an apartment, I liked the carpeting there. It was fluffy and soft,lol. :)

Well, ever since we've moved into the house (Feb. 2001) I've had dreams about a house that is on the lot that my neighbor's house is on (my neighbor to the left). It's the same land, except there seems to be a bit more to the property than there is now (not much though). But it's a totally different house than the one today, an older styled house. Well, all of these dreams have been set in the 1950's. And they are never really in color. They tend to be brownish (like those black and white movies, but instead of being truly black and white, they have a brown tint to them). Well in that house, there lives(ed) a man. He is always dressed in typical 50's clothing. A 50's style suit and hat. Very normal looking man. Nothing out of the ordinary. Except he freaks the ***** out of me. He is kind of scary (not scary looking though...but just him, like his dimeanor and stuff). Well these dreams are freaky. In some of them he watches out of his window towards my room (our house only has a basement and a ground level, but the 50's house in my dream has a second story, and that's where he watches from). He seems somewhat like a murderer to me. I have these dreams ervery once in a while, and I've never known why. Well, now I have an idea.
The house across the street from me was for sale and it was bought by this family about a month or so ago. And my best friend lives 3 houses down from me and one of the girls who lives in the house across the street was riding her scooter in front of my friends house and they started talking. She was telling my friend how they had moved back into this neighborhood because they liked it so much when they used to live here. Now this is the freaky part. Get this, they used to live in my neighbor's house. Guess why they moved out?! They thought it was haunted. They got a priest to come and bless the house and they sprinkled holy water in all the room and put crosses up, but it was still haunted and the priest said that it was the ground that it was build on. So they were so freaked out that they had to move. Maybe my dreams about the freaky guy in the 50's has something to do with that. I mean, if it's haunted, especially because of that guy, it's very plausable that my dreams somehow relate to what happened way back when ( same event(s)/person(s) that caused the haunting). So now I'm trying to figure out what happened there in the 50's.

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note- the brown tint is called Sepia.... sorry, its the photographer in me coming out. :D

but WOAH..... that is seriously like.... Unsolved Mysteries typed stuff you are talkin about here... you should go and look up some papers on the microphish at the library from the 50's and see if you can find anything. lemme know if you find anything. :eek: that is so weird!!!!

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I was gonna do that! Go to the big library downtown and look stuff up! I'll keep you updated on findings! It's gonna be hard though, looking through all those newspapers...a whole decade's worth!

Thanks for the info! Sepia! Now I know a new word!

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heehee! you know me, I am a walking dictonary;) oh wait. I have like a 7 word vocabulary. :)

cool.... Im sure even if you dont find anything on it, it would be interesting to see what they would write about way back then.

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Yeah, it would be. I never thought of that! But I wanna know though! I wish I knew if the street that the house is on had a different name back then or what. Because we live in a suburb of Salt Lake City and it used to be called North Jordan, and in 1996 it officially became Taylorsville. People used to refer to it as Benion(another sub-urb near by) before.

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yeah, that in itself with the confussing name thing might make it harder to find if there is any info out there to be found

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Yeah :(
I've totally side-tracked that whole thing at the moment.

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eh, it happens.

whats new, and why have you not been around?

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Been pretty busy, and when I haven't been busy I've been hanging with friends or asleep,lol, and my internet wasn't working for like 2 days last week when I acctually tried to get online, just my luck.

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yeah, my computer STILL doesnt work.... I am just using my roomates, I have to get that fixed one of these days but I am just too lazy to call tech support, plus I dont know s**t about computers.

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:( It suckies when stuff breaks, especially stuff that you don't know about :(

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yeah... and Im still too lazy... Im on my roomates computer cause Im stupid and dont wanna call tech support. I am just waiting for some computer fairy to come along and fix it for me :)

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LOL. I'd get tiered of it not working and Id have to find some time to call tech support.

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yeah, how frusterating!!!!!!! my roomate came in here, disabled a firewall for me, and it worked! After 2 monthes of not having the net, it took her about 14 seconds to fix it for me! that just chaps my ass.

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LOL! Haha, sucks for you! Oh well, at least you got your net access back.
If you had called Tech Support, it would have taken like 5 hours.

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hola....

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whats up Dana? glad to see you are posting more frequently :)

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LOL! Haha, sucks for you! Oh well, at least you got your net access back.
If you had called Tech Support, it would have taken like 5 hours.

thats exactly why I didnt call them because I didnt have the time or the patience to mess with those a-holes.

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sorry i didnt know what else to respond with.

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lol awesome.

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lol awesome.
i try... im tired as hell..... :)

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go to bed then! :D ;)

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go to bed then! :D ;)
im wide awake now watching FoodTV.

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Emeral... isnt that the dudes name on the food channel? my roomate is obsessed with him.

Im liking how there is some action around here lately... I dont come here for like 2 or 3 days, and there is actually something going on, yay!

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Emeril is awesome....

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oh..well, whatever the f*** that guys name is.... Ive watched him a couple of times, I think he is on meth.

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oh..well, whatever the f*** that guys name is.... Ive watched him a couple of times, I think he is on meth.
lmfao :laugh:

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:) its true, he is crazy as h*ll

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:) its true, he is crazy as h*ll
yeh...