XDaysofmylifeX
Sep 8th, 2005, 05:45 PM
:(Guys...I'm about ready to give up..too much is going on.I feel like my life is on a roller coaster.That never stops..and has rough bumps along the way...Past few months...3 outside dog's passed away....what gets me...they all died in the same spot..meaning like when pooh bear passed away...Susan put Cubby there...then he died the same way....then floppy went there..and the same thing happen to him.I swear its a death spot.Come to find out..they died cause of Lime Ticks.
This year was worser then last year,plus these bugs along with the Lime ticks were coming out of the ground.I cared for those dog's,they just belonged to my oldest sister Renne..I tried my best to take care of them along with Susan.I had to take a shovel and dug thier graves.Something I'll never forget.Also ya'll remember my kitten I called Jerry..well when he got older,Susan put him outside..cause he peed on stuff in the house.For about a month..he was fine outside.The all of a sudden,Jerry just vanishes..Can't find him anywhere..I miss him..
To top it off..Sally...she was a puppy..one of Renne's dog's had her...as a smaller puppy.She would have the jerks..So I brought her in the house and tooked care of her..She started doing great! She became my shadow..Every step I tooked..she was right with me..everytime I got in the car to go somewhere..she would cry and want to go with me.Sally wouldn't let anyone hold her while we were driving..she would have to be in my arms.Everywhere you see me..you would see her..she loved hamburgers.I think what ever was wrong with her as a smaller puppy caught up with her..she died on Sept 4th...Susan tooked a few pixs of me and Sally together cause I asked her to.Later that night she passed away.I called where I work and explained to them why I couldn't show up and they understood.I told them about what was going on with Sally and that I didn't want to leave her side.
Words can't descride*sp* on how much I miss her.Susan wiped her up and put her in the freezer beside my cat Tom.Today Aaron another cat of mine..he passed away..Seems like I'm surrouding*sp* by death!!
I feel like the road never stops.Never will! I feel like I never have anything good to say on here anymore...I try to cheer up..but in my heart I know and thats makes me cry inside.
This year was worser then last year,plus these bugs along with the Lime ticks were coming out of the ground.I cared for those dog's,they just belonged to my oldest sister Renne..I tried my best to take care of them along with Susan.I had to take a shovel and dug thier graves.Something I'll never forget.Also ya'll remember my kitten I called Jerry..well when he got older,Susan put him outside..cause he peed on stuff in the house.For about a month..he was fine outside.The all of a sudden,Jerry just vanishes..Can't find him anywhere..I miss him..
To top it off..Sally...she was a puppy..one of Renne's dog's had her...as a smaller puppy.She would have the jerks..So I brought her in the house and tooked care of her..She started doing great! She became my shadow..Every step I tooked..she was right with me..everytime I got in the car to go somewhere..she would cry and want to go with me.Sally wouldn't let anyone hold her while we were driving..she would have to be in my arms.Everywhere you see me..you would see her..she loved hamburgers.I think what ever was wrong with her as a smaller puppy caught up with her..she died on Sept 4th...Susan tooked a few pixs of me and Sally together cause I asked her to.Later that night she passed away.I called where I work and explained to them why I couldn't show up and they understood.I told them about what was going on with Sally and that I didn't want to leave her side.
Words can't descride*sp* on how much I miss her.Susan wiped her up and put her in the freezer beside my cat Tom.Today Aaron another cat of mine..he passed away..Seems like I'm surrouding*sp* by death!!
I feel like the road never stops.Never will! I feel like I never have anything good to say on here anymore...I try to cheer up..but in my heart I know and thats makes me cry inside.