What am I going to do?I wanna...

[XDaysofmylifeX]

Just crawl in a dark whole and stay there forever.
I hardly have any family.I got my mom,dad,2 sisters and 1 brother and 1 uncle (that I count as family) cause Tommy is dead and Edward is a drunk(only comes over when he needs something) My brother Chuck is an ...treats me like dirt,says he loves me then turns around and talks about me:(Sometimes he tells people I'm hardly his sister,cause he doesn't see me much...who's fault is that..his!!

Cause I call him..and try to talk to him.Even when I go to his house..its like look at me,I'm better than you crap.So to hell with him. Last couple of weeks at home...has been nothing but a mad house,me and my 2 sisters fussing all the time,Renne(bitch I can not stand) uses my comp..like its hers then won't help me pay on it...One morning...I was asleep trying to wake up..and I heard Susan tell her to get off my comp..and she yelled and told me renne was messing with all kinds of buttons...I had stuff that I didn't save to my hard drive yet.Lets just say..Renne cuts the comp off..and doesn't do it right..so I lost some stuff...so me and her got into a huge fuss..

Susan is like a mom to me..we're very close...yeah we fuss too,but always make up.Just sometimes,the things she says hurts.

I've family on my dad's side...but rarely see them.They don't invite me to thier family gatherings anymore.Thier ashamed of me.One of my aunt's told someone that I'm not kin to her..cause she hasn't seen me in 3 years.Plus thier richie type..

I just found out last night that my uncle's wife Carolyn has 3 months to live.She has cancer.(he is my dad's brother,only one I care about) They live in ga...I won't to go see them and spend sometime with them before she passes...but I don't have the means to get me there..I got a car..and thats it...

I feel useless and just don't wanna be here anymore.

[ClaysSexyGoddess]

Awwww Carolyn I know how you feel I have the same problems my except my family doesnt want me around so I guess I could say I am familylessif you wanna talk ever you go my email and im and my digits

[alexlovesaaron5]

AWW I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT!!!!! You know what if you guys are my family and I'll always be there for you both..here is a quote I found: Friends are God's way to apologize for family!!! :D You guys stay positive because I'm always going to be there!! LUV YA GUYS! (V), Laurie

[DOxSOMETHiNx]

aw, you guys i'm so sorry that you feel this way. i'm sending lots of love, hugs and kisses your way!!
Sa'iyda

[alexlovesaaron5]

aw, you guys i'm so sorry that you feel this way. i'm sending lots of love, hugs and kisses your way!!
Sa'iyda

hey my fan fic sis, you gots a pm!! :)

[Amber-Carter]

Just crawl in a dark whole and stay there forever.
I hardly have any family.I got my mom,dad,2 sisters and 1 brother and 1 uncle (that I count as family) cause Tommy is dead and Edward is a drunk(only comes over when he needs something) My brother Chuck is an ...treats me like dirt,says he loves me then turns around and talks about me:(Sometimes he tells people I'm hardly his sister,cause he doesn't see me much...who's fault is that..his!!

Cause I call him..and try to talk to him.Even when I go to his house..its like look at me,I'm better than you crap.So to hell with him. Last couple of weeks at home...has been nothing but a mad house,me and my 2 sisters fussing all the time,Renne(bitch I can not stand) uses my comp..like its hers then won't help me pay on it...One morning...I was asleep trying to wake up..and I heard Susan tell her to get off my comp..and she yelled and told me renne was messing with all kinds of buttons...I had stuff that I didn't save to my hard drive yet.Lets just say..Renne cuts the comp off..and doesn't do it right..so I lost some stuff...so me and her got into a huge fuss..

Susan is like a mom to me..we're very close...yeah we fuss too,but always make up.Just sometimes,the things she says hurts.

I've family on my dad's side...but rarely see them.They don't invite me to thier family gatherings anymore.Thier ashamed of me.One of my aunt's told someone that I'm not kin to her..cause she hasn't seen me in 3 years.Plus thier richie type..

I just found out last night that my uncle's wife Carolyn has 3 months to live.She has cancer.(he is my dad's brother,only one I care about) They live in ga...I won't to go see them and spend sometime with them before she passes...but I don't have the means to get me there..I got a car..and thats it...

I feel useless and just don't wanna be here anymore.
awe carebear*gives ya huglie* don't worry... you can talk to me about it if ya want to on yim or pm me here :) i know exactly how you feel because my brother treats me the EXACT same way...:cry: we should talk sometime:bunny:i'm actually going thru the same thing.:(

[princessjen042]

awww...Car! I know how ya feel. A lot of shiiiz goes on in my house AND in my so called life. Please just think about he positive. LOVE YA SWEETS!!