O/T A Morning of Distraught...

[BSBSavedMyLife]

Don't mind me. I'm just randomly venting my moment of freak out. Don't ask me what's on my mind. I can't talk about it. I won't talk about it. It hurts too damn much. I just wanna down myself in all the alcohol in the world. I can't sleep...I have the worst pain in my side and back. I can hardly breathe. I just wanna lay in the dark listening to two of my favorites songs...and two songs that fit how I feel right now.






It seems in a moment, your whole world can shatter.

Like morning dreams, they just disappear.

Like dust in your hand falling to the floor.

How can life ever be the same?

Cuz my heart is broken in pieces.

Yes, my heart is broken in pieces since you've been gone.

It's all too easy to take so much for granted.

But it's all so hard to find the words to say.

Like a castle in the sand, the water takes away.

How can life ever be the same?

Cuz my heart is broken in pieces.

Yes, my heart is broken in pieces since I've lost you.

Oh, now you'll never see.

Oh, now you'll never know.

All the things I planned for you.

Things for you and me.

I held your hand so tightly that I couldn't let it go.

Now how can life ever be the same.

Cuz my heart is broken in pieces.

Yes, my heart is broken in pieces since you've been gone.

[BSBSavedMyLife]

Another time it might have been so different if only you could do it all over again.

But now it's just another fading memory...out of focus, though the outline still remains.

Far away, away, fading distant lights.

Leaving us all behind, lost in a changing world.

And you know that these are the days of our lives to remember.

Like the story that we wish was never ending.

We know sometime we must reach the final page.

That there'll always be another day to go.

Far away, away, fading distant lights.

Leaving us all behind, lost in a changing world.

And you know there that these are the days of our lives to remember.

Another chance hello, another goodbye.

And so many things we'll never see again.

Days of life that seemed so unimportant seem to matter and to count much later on.

Seems to matter and to count much later on.

Far away, away, fading distant lights.

Leaving us all behind, lost in a changing world.

And you know these are the days of our lives to remember.

[whitdawg14]

keep your head up. i had a weird day yesterday but i woke up today just knowing you gotta brush it off. don't know your situation, but i always tell myself, don't worry about the things you can't control.

[bunnycat1981]

The good mood from last night came crashing down, slowly, but ultimately it crashed. :noway: Not a morning for smiles at all.

***hug***

[BSBSavedMyLife]

The good mood from last night came crashing down, slowly, but ultimately it crashed. :noway: Not a morning for smiles at all.

***hug***

I'm crashed down and I don't see myself coming back up. For once...I can't see the road in front of me and that scares the crap out of me! :(

[bunnycat1981]

I'm crashed down and I don't see myself coming back up. For once...I can't see the road in front of me and that scares the crap out of me! :(

Hang in there. For you, if not for anyone else.

I actually came close to crying this morning, feel so helpless. I stand by my word though, I'm not going anywhere.

[BSBSavedMyLife]

Hang in there. For you, if not for anyone else.

I actually came close to crying this morning, feel so helpless. I stand by my word though, I'm not going anywhere.

I'm slipping bunny....slipping so fast. God I want a drink!!!

[bunnycat1981]

I'm slipping bunny....slipping so fast. God I want a drink!!!

I know you shouldn't replace one thing with another, but go load up on caffeine now, makes things less bad. Better than alcohol anyway.

[BSBSavedMyLife]

I know you shouldn't replace one thing with another, but go load up on caffeine now, makes things less bad. Better than alcohol anyway.

I don't think I could eat or drink anything right now. This pain in my side is making me nauseous. I missed class today, but I'm too damn down to care.

[BabyG]

Have you tried going to the doctor? Could be something serious if you're hurting THAT bad.